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Updating again I guess LOL 
19th-Feb-2015 01:45 am
Seems I only update when things happen in my life. Well, even then sporadically. It's been what? 6-7mos since my last update. I assure you I am still around.

I am on Facebook so add that okay? Christopher Kaden Belyea.

Oh and yes I am going by that now because really, what crack was my mom smoking when she though of naming me after a freaking crab.... or a boy who saves a fictional world....okay,well that sounds cool now. haha.

I am now almost 11 months on Testosterone. I am weeks away from my first operation, which is a hysterectomy, just waiting for surgery date but they say spring/summer 2015. On waiting list for CAMH still, well since December 2014 and so I probably have almost 2yrs to wait on THAT.

Seems in most Sandra's drama is gone, thank lil baby jeebus. I occasionally get someone saying that she's said something about me or strange shit happens that I chalk up to her drama. I ignore it as I should as it's not worth my time and neither is she. That lady needs some serious help and I truly do hope that one day she gets it because everyone deserves happiness.

I am doing awesome. I am happy, I am mentally stable, I am financially alright (still poor though haha), I have moved into a new place in a better area, I have a shot ton of awesome friends, I am active in the LGBT community IRL and online. There are so many things going well these days and I am so happy and thankful for everything and everyone.

No luck yet on the dating front, not that I don't get offers because I do but not in a relationship or even found someone I WANT to be in a relationship with. Sometimes people just fucking suck man, haha. I am okay with being single though, no issues there. I keep busy anyhow and probably wouldn't have too much time for a real relationship at this point. At times I feel like it would be nice though, and it would. I am good as is for now though.

I never would think that I would have 80 friends that I see constantly, well a few times a month for most and others I see on a daily/weekly basis. I have probably around 6 close friends that I enjoy being around on a daily/weekly basis. They are awesome. I have like 3 people now that I trust more than I ever thought I would... well I've always trusted mzvanessa and I always will, she's been my sistah from another mother for 24 years now (OMG HOLY CRAP! haha!).

Well, I will try and post up to date photos of me lately. Hope everyone is doing well.

Blessings.


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Comments 
19th-Feb-2015 01:07 pm (UTC)
You are looking good for sure! :D I'm glad to hear that things are going better for you now. Love the kitties, they look so cute and cuddly. :D

Good luck with the appointment at CAMH, hopefully it doesn't take too long.
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